Dear God the only thing i ask for
is to hold her when i'm not around,
when i'm much so fay away..

(((((((Michelle)))))))
i LOVE you soo much.

Good Morning Michelle,  Yes, Wise Watcher 2 often writes beautiful things and truthful things.  He sees deep.

I actually have at least one snowflake afghan pattern like you describe.  It is done in blues and white.  It doesn't have words on it.  they could be added though especially by someone who embroiders.

Yes, I love sunlight too.  I am sensitive to bright light though.  I haven't been wearing my glasses all the time however they are dark all the time to protect my eyes from bright light because it does hurt.  My favorite time to walk is at night.  I won't walk alone though as it doesn't feel safe.

Last night C and I could hear a large animal crashing through the woods.  We think it was a large bull moose that lives around here.

I am going to spend another quiet day.  I think C will take me into Lincoln tomorrow for groceries.  I will be able to get benadryl then.

Stay well. 

Blessings and Peace,

Alesia 

My Dear Friend...

A friend is someone
who listens and cares,
a friend is someone
who's always there.
A friend brings happiness
that can warm and mend.
I'm glad that I can
call you a friend.
A lot of people have
entered my life,
but one thing remains true...
I've never met a single soul
who has touched my heart like you.
I love you Michelle . And i  thank God everyday
to know you.

Thanks Michelle. Have a good day.

Chad

wow thanks soo much!! that helped. i like alot of stuff.  thosesites helped i do like the 100 cal. things there good. i do like doritos but i try not to eat to much of it and also i LOVE DOVE ICE CREAM buts it chocolate and idont want to be eating chocolate../:  and i got into the habit were i dont eat after 6:00 and i only drink water. but yeah i ate today lol i only had cereal after school special k with soymilk and in the morning same thing and school pb&j sandwhich 2 granola bars and a little bit of pretzels or however u spell it and thats all i had and 2 bottles of water and we did alot of runing and stuff at school i mean ALOT i was so clumsy i kept falling down and friends had to help me up and some people say i was faking it to get out of gym? theres soo annoying....well a girl said that i dont like her anywayss....at home i did some situps.and im gonna walk around outside too everyday. well thanks tho[=

and i do hope ana leaves me soon.

Michelle,

God does answer prayers. He answered one of mine just today. I'm in financial difficulty right now but I got some news today that will help ease that. The only drawback is that I'll have to wait until December. Hang in there.

Chad

Nice poem Michelle. I'm sorry I can't tell you who these poems are about until she knows. I'm waiting for her to ask me. She's on here too. Talk to you soon.

Chad

thanks sooo much im going to try that stuff[= i bet it is good thank youuu!

:D  i have to go to school blahh i hate school im so glad its friday haha and sat. i get my parents's room and my new ipod i cant  wait im sooo happyyy

Michelle,

Unfortunately I am still with Anne. I can't seem to get up the courage to end it. Fear of being alone I guess. Thank you for the comment and the compliment. Take care.

Chad

Excellent poem. I don't know if I've ever dreamed about someone before I met them. Thank you for the comment and the compliment. Take care.

Chad

and yeah im a veg.[= and its not enough what else should i have?

cuz idk all i want is to be healthy and not gain weight but be able to eat.

thanks.

and im still eating im not going to stop even tho i wanna but i wont and i remember what u said and thanks[=

Michelle,

I hope everything's ok with you. Talk to you soon.

Chad

yay Michelle,congratsss
the most important is to eat healthy food,
and not tarve your self but im sure you already know this :)
walking and excersing will diffenetly help you alottt
its the most healthy way,so keep up this way and hopfully
in Gods will you wont need surgery.

i'm so happy and proud of you my dear.

God bless you always.

Congratulations...keep it up.

Chad

You sound like a good friend... I wish there was more people like you.

lol yeah it a ipod. and i gues my parents felt bd for me cuz i was depressed and not happy [[but having their bedroom or the ipod or anything else didnt make me depressed lol that would be a really lame reason]] but yeah i guess they felt bad for me. then i started eating and felt better and not so depressed and everything changed fast my parents changed and i changed lol.

im still a lil sore lol.

great and i have pe.

/:

Hello darling,

well its easy for me i only copy pictures from facebook,
xanga,photobucket or any site and simply paste it here.
i never used the <>HTML unless i want to put a song
or video.

but i guess you found out how,as i can see in your last entry.
which is a beautiful pic :)

I'm sorry for you and his family. You're very welcome. I'm not going to delete it and I couldn't if I wanted to. Only you can delete your own posts. Take care.

Chad

Sad, but very well written. Talk to you soon.

Chad

Michelle,

I'm glad you were reunited with your friend. Thanks for your comment. Talk to you soon.

Chad

oh ok jw i thought if u eat at night u gain weight since ud ont really do anyting lol and im fine i dont think ill vomit i hope i dont try too..

ill try to keep it in my stomach lol im doing thoo!! i feel better i mean im eating alot of healthy foods and yeah im not eating to much junk foods so its good lol. and thank you for your help[[=

Michelle,how are you dear,
ahh i was so busy lately,
i need to write to you soon!
i hope your having a great time.
thanks for the birthday wishes,
i hope all your days will be happy
and far away from darkness.

i love you be always safe and happy please!!

Michelle...this is really so sad!
i'm so sorry for your loss,is he a friend of yours?
i'm really so sorry.
God have his own ways sometimes,,
i wish you feel better soon,
my his soul rest in peace.

love youuu my dear sister

aw im sorry about that]= and i love cats lol they are so cute!

and hope u have a good weekend tooo i bet i am im getting a new ipod finally those new nano ipods[= i was stuck with the new suffle for 3 yesrs i 1 in 4th grade i got the first nano ipod it broke during my 5th grade summer then got a shuffle and now im getting a new ipod YAY im sooooo happyyy!! and things are better between me and my parents thank god! im not so depressed[[=

thanks again. il ltry to be more healthy.

but im just gonna look at my weight cuz i really dont like my stomach popping from my shirt like when eat to much does tht happen to you when u eat to much and ur stomach gets so big? ugh i hate that lol but ill be healthy ill have breakfat lunch dinner and snack times lol.

im full now my mom made dinner.

sometimes id eat even tho i was full im now im gonna try to stop when im full. lol

kk good i didnt over eat lol mmm ido like fruits i wrote down the list to what to buy

apples...oatmeal......special k cereal....silk milk [[is silk milk good for you?]] diet hot coco.......water..and granola bars anything else?

Hello my dear,
sorry iam always late in replying
i have alot to tell you,but i will write tomorrow
i'm so tired and goin to sleep now,
i didn't see him though :(
he couldn't make it!
i will write you what happened!

awe this is really beautiful, i honestly lovee all your writings.your so talented.wow
i love you Michellee.
hope you will have a great weekend habibi

well thanks

but i want to eat sooooo bad but my body doesint want it at all.

i cant take it anymore i didnt eat anything yesterday i couldint my body didnt want it. /:

Hello.

Sorry for the delay in replying to you.

The issue is now being dealt with.

Thank you...

this is so beautiful.

Oh i am so sorry to hear this,
i hope she will feel better really soon.
i will always pray for her and you,
please be safe and wish you all the happiness for you
and your family.

luv you dear

((((Michelle))))

this is so adorable :]
ah if you need anyhelp in learning the arabic langauge
tell me okay :)

sorry it took me so long but i will reply to you soon
i had problems in my internet !!!
its getting slower today i dont know why,
i hope you had a great day dear.

takecare and be safe.

habibi looks aren't everything in this world.
i don't care whether the person is thin or fat,
you shouldn't care,whats inside is what counts.

i know you are a very pretty lady from inside and out,
and your heart shows how beautiful you are.

don't make this depress you

i love you

This was really amazing!
how are you dear?hope everything is fine with you.
i'm at work now,i will email you soon,i have some good news :)
Hope you will have a greatt day,enjoy it my dear friend.

Much love

ha, more like wish cars ran on water lol. It's easier to catch than steam =)

But no, Lenny doesn't even have a license. *shrugs*

_{i know. and i want him to be closer to his mom more than anything.}

_{and it was even worse because he got into it with his dad last night and now hes gunna move in two weeks. it sucks. he was in tears and i was in tears and it just sucks. his mom dosent know if she really wants him there and his step dad is gunna make him a slave while hes there. so hes stuck between a rock and a hard place. and theres nothing i can do to make it all better.  i love him with all my heart and seeing him hurting like this, i wanna kill his dad, ... telllin him that he hates him and that he cant wait till he leaves and talking crap bout me right in front of him. his dad is more immature than me.}

Yes, F's roses are floribunda so they blossom all summer and into the fall until the frosts gets them.  I expect the way I am going that I will still be posting fall pictures come winter. 

[MorningDove]

yes im getting help i have to its stupid.ugh. i dont want any help.

and i am trying but its hard..i wanna vomit so bad right now but im not even if i tried the damn vomit wouldnt come up unless i had like 4 bottles of water..i feel fat stupid chinese food. i hate food right now.

Hi Michelle,

The natural food store I shop at all the carries the Glee Gum.  I will be sure to pick some up when I am in Bangor on the first.  Thank you again.

Alesia 

Good Morning Michelle,  Thank you for both the comment on the pictures and for the information on Glee Gum.  I have read part of it already down to the interesting facts.  It does sound like it would meet my needs.  GF, yeah!  I would much rather chew something natural then something artificial any day!

Thank you for taking your time to find this for me.  I do appreciate it!

Alesia

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This is was unbelievably beautiful. Makes me think of my situation right now and can't wait till I talk to that dumb dumb and let him read or hear this. Thank you for writing something that I can show how I feel. My deepest respect.

LadyPrecious.

This is a sad poem.
but i like how you use the words.

i wish everything is alright.

i love you so much.
takecare habibi

Thanks for your comment. I appreciate it. Take care.

Chad

((((Michelleee))))
oh those videos are amazing,
i loved the song in the middle,is it the same as
you raise me up ?

Hope your having  agreat weekend dear.